I'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone
and let them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to
myself. The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes
people away, no matter if they say they're always there to listen, there is
only so much your best friend can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend that
everything is fine is to poison yourself from the inside out, is to ignore who you
are and lose yourself. So which is better? to have friends that think you are melodramatic.
seeking attention and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind